I think it worries him more than the wine in front of Betty for fraud. On this day, as if nothing had changed in his life, but at the same time something happened. Russell did not like uncertainty, it scared strange and unfamiliar feeling. He always avoided this. He was thirty-four years and twenty-one, he was guided by the rule to avoid being dependent on anything or anyone. And it meant - from everything that causes pain and suffering. He was not amused ourselves with illusions and false hopes are not fed, because he knew that the plans and the expected does not always come true. Loneliness in some way protects him from disappointments and mistakes. It also helped in his career - he had nothing to lose, he was not forced to wait and worry.